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These Poems are intermingled with a few songs that I wrote over the years and never put music to...figures!
	Faded Ink My eyes are filled with welling tears, My skin is marked with fading ink I can't continue down this road. I'm just to fucking weak! No right words, convey these wrong thoughts. So it's just this song's {fading ink} its just this fucking song's faded ink! I've got a hateful song in my head... I've got faded song's he hasn't read I've got a song in my head... and he's the faded ink in my bed! Head spitting in two, decay falling from my mouth! is liberation on paper like they say? condemnation follows my heart, and he's a burnt out falling star hitting the atmosphere full speed exploding me into shards of ice and dirt! cause it's just this song's {fading Ink} just this fucking song's {Faded Ink}

	Senseless Can't make sense of these feelings you stir. your a mixing bowl I never meant to pour myself into. can't make sense of the endless tears, like the ebb and tide. thats why I hate you...I hate you...Loving me! This creation killed me, check mate at my own game! Wish I was still in love with spite and not so glad to have you near So now I hate you, I hate you, Loving me! You've scattered all my Melancholy there's not enough black eyeliner to fix this. My Goblins don't speak to me, they say I am my own worst enemy... Loves perfection feels so fickle! and I hate you, I hate you, Loving me I hate you, really hate you Loving me! So tell me what to do, discontent is dripping from my skin. you forced me into happiness when darkness was my only friend. Now I'm the lost Goth girl who can't find her faithful moon cause I'm blinded by the coming sun! Thats why I hate you, I hate you, I hate you Loving me! I hate you, I hate you, fucking hate the love in me!

	Fake Think I'm trying, but I refuse to help. see I'm the victim who hates! now nothing makes sense not even you, and so I have become the resistance I am so Fake, so Fucking fake, the whole damn world thinks I'm fake, fake, fake! ya...and I just wanna feel real Think I'm lying, but even I believe it.. Courage left on a beer run, and I can't face this fear alone. Just can't feel, can't feel safe my hurt's so deep that its in my face. will show me yours so I can give you mine. Think I'm dying, its no good. flooded with false victory, whole heads on fire. just can't focus, can't get a grip. they killed my soul but my body lives on. I am so fake, so fucking fake, the whole damn world thinks I'm fake, fake, fake! ya, and thats why I know I'm Real!